The change

I'm in the meeting of pmk 190 socialization when I write this post. In the first section, they give reward for the first participant who came early before the meeting is held. I saw the man from the middle of fhird row standing awkwardly as if he made mistakes or something. I don't know what kind of situation that made him so embarassed to be the first man who came to the meeting. It's not a mistake, he shouldn't feel that way. Maybe it's a habit for gov't officer to be on time. And that guy over there feel awkward. Well, don't be that way.. It's time to change

It has to be my year

This year started with hectic moments at the office. After my end year holiday from Yogyakarta and Bandung, the jobs is continuing fulfilled my days. Started with this double duty due to my co-worker leave. I have to replace her place with a lot of assignments, meetings, and must-do and urgent jobs. Ok, it's not included with the fact that we had to moved out from our rent office to our new office.

The moving itself had its own story, where another section refused to be placed as the design before - according to the last meeting. So, it was another challenge. The torcher was not over yet. From my own department, I was issued to be replaced to the second level headquarter. They say it was for my own good. But I think it's another way to separate my life.

I tried not to complain when the second level headquarter misinformed of my work last year. Yet it keeps making me nuts.. It happened twice!! And that's not good!

As always, whenever I got depressed, I write. I keep reading and writing and try not to look exhausted.. It's not easy, but I keep doing it. I think if this year started like this, it has to be my year.. yeah..