He made me happy..

Kimi Raikkonen had just won the Australian formula one grand prix yesterday. I'm a big fans of him. Not just because he fast but also his personality. He's a man of few words and there's nothing to hide behind his words.. He won it after his last win in 2007. that was the year he got the champion world title. Could it be a sign for him to get the title again. I hope so. Honestly, I'm very happy the whole sunday. That made me tweet a lot he he he..

Bandung, march 10

This is the last day of regional instructor training. I'm in Bandung, a city about 2-2.5 hours drive from my hometown Bekasi. I simply can't wait to be at home as fast as I could. Yes, I have a lot of to do in my city.

There are two main plan I need to run. First, design my presentation for local govt, second, my korean series.. uhuk..

You're not alone

You are never alone
If you are not with GOD,
It means you are with evil..

It's a tough day

It's really a tough day..
My friend passed away
Hopefully she got the mercy of Allah
Aamiin..
RIP bu Heni

The job

The sound of Ada Band accompany me while writing this post. I tell you something, I think I'm going insane.. Yes, I feel the tense. Oh dear, it's so awful. Anyway, I tried the best I could. Hey, it's worth to try. Organizing thirty five people with their own visions and needs can be fun sometimes. I know I'm gonna miss everything here. The next 30 days I will be free, and I already miss it? Oh come on! One of my friend told me that I'm doing a crazy nasty job. Hehehe he's right I guess.. But that's all I have. All I can do is doing it the best I could.

Feb, 4 2013

Today is my birthday. Well I'm not quite happy about my birthday today. Everything seems not in the right place and not working properly.

Although friends congratulate me, still it didn't make me feel good. First thing in the morning, I have to make a report to my boss. Then I have to meet the catering agency, had a little negotiation which i hate a lot. After that I have to send several emails due to the offers. I had 30 minute meeting with another vendor after my lunch. Having another task to fill the forms from "propinsi" while answering my friend's whatsapp.

The monitoring is totally making me awfull. It doesn't have coordination. Such a stupid thing!

I tried to cheer up my day by making a love letter. Hahaha my hubby will laugh if he read this. A love letter in my birthday is unusual.

Anyway here it is my 38th birthday with a love letter and cake from him. Happy birthday to me..

Gadget

My hubby and I always love gadget. We always want the newest one. We always desire the best gadget, enjoy it and master it. Somehow, it is wonderful to have something in common like this with him. Anyway, it also quite annoying if we can not afford it.

I'm not demanding for the latest one. I know how far we can go with it. The kids are growing up with gadget. They live their lives with gadget in hand. It doesn't make them anti social person. They just keep calm..

The change

I'm in the meeting of pmk 190 socialization when I write this post. In the first section, they give reward for the first participant who came early before the meeting is held. I saw the man from the middle of fhird row standing awkwardly as if he made mistakes or something. I don't know what kind of situation that made him so embarassed to be the first man who came to the meeting. It's not a mistake, he shouldn't feel that way. Maybe it's a habit for gov't officer to be on time. And that guy over there feel awkward. Well, don't be that way.. It's time to change

It has to be my year

This year started with hectic moments at the office. After my end year holiday from Yogyakarta and Bandung, the jobs is continuing fulfilled my days. Started with this double duty due to my co-worker leave. I have to replace her place with a lot of assignments, meetings, and must-do and urgent jobs. Ok, it's not included with the fact that we had to moved out from our rent office to our new office.

The moving itself had its own story, where another section refused to be placed as the design before - according to the last meeting. So, it was another challenge. The torcher was not over yet. From my own department, I was issued to be replaced to the second level headquarter. They say it was for my own good. But I think it's another way to separate my life.

I tried not to complain when the second level headquarter misinformed of my work last year. Yet it keeps making me nuts.. It happened twice!! And that's not good!

As always, whenever I got depressed, I write. I keep reading and writing and try not to look exhausted.. It's not easy, but I keep doing it. I think if this year started like this, it has to be my year.. yeah..